ANEW

I fed my anger

I did

Feed with tears

screams and tantrums

I fed my angst and terror

I did

Feed with fear

Doubts and treason

I fed my losses

I did

Feed with betrayal

Lies and Deception

Year after year

from despair to false hope

I lost myself into idle hope

until one day

until one night

I fled away

And died for all

but me

Sleep, sleep

I slept through present days

Until one day

far far way

A future now appeared to me

Now

Now, at last

Here I am - fresh, clean and new

Here I am, at last

Alive